Trying to find a place in the community to be able to bud into my own and see if I can get the chance to explore this side of my sexuality or if I'll be destined to keep it hidden.
Well I suppose I've taken the first step out with making this profile, so I'll go ahead and describe what really turns me on.
I must say that as I've experienced a small taste of the lifestyle I would certainly say that topping is a good bit of fun, though I've never gotten to enjoy a good session as a bottom.
I certainly use those terms as I think they describe my interest the best. I enjoy kink and fetish, with a dominant and submissive though I'm not one for 24/7 kind of lifestyle...yet... perhaps. I'm going off what I've found on the internet, because quite frankly I've never gotten the chance to open up and really talk with someone about any of this. I could be wrong for all I know.
I haven't gotten to enjoy any of these kinks and/or fetishes though as I read about them they certainly turn me on, and I've found that they cover a wide range that I would at least enjoy to trying once in my life.
Cuffs, irons, ect
Chains and ropes
Leather and latex
Hoods and gags
Water sports (would try at least once)
Those are just off the top of my head right now. A wide array of scenarios fill my mind that go with them such as strait jackets in asylums, complete rubber or leather engagement and the list goes on and on.
As far as what I've actually gotten to enjoy with actual experience has been urethral sounding and hoods. Both amazing experiences.
I suppose if this came down to what I'm looking for, first would be someone who I can talk to about these desires and such openly. I don't know if there would ever be a chance to meet someone as I've seen to just notice this being more a Europe site than American, but still would love to give it shot and see where it goes.