Young guy. Relatively new to the BDSM world. Looking to explore my submissive and masochistic side

Desires and Fantasies
At a sex party, tied down, blindfolded, gaged, naked, implements in the table beside me, to be used by anyone and everyone, on me non-stop, for hours on end. Either being fucked or beaten. Taking load after load, lash after lash, whip after whip, stroke after stroke. As they make me cum into a jug for me to drink at the end of the day.

***. permanent damage.