Learning about being a submissive, more bondage play and other kinds of kink. Exploring my fascination w CNC, being roofied and used, and intox fetish, receiving more pain when intoxicated, and bruises after. I want to feel it and be sore for a few days after. Re: intox fetish, I don’t need it to be overly intoxicated. It’s more of a mental thing to be told or encouraged to consume some/more, let go, and pleasing you by doing it. It is more of a turn on that you want me loose, no inhibitions - just fuck or be fucked! I want to remember it afterwards or perhaps a video on mutually agreeable terms, if we decide to go further intox.

Sometimes seeking other ladies or couples to join in for a threesome or more-some. This doesn’t need to be CNC or intox related for anyone but of course, I doubt I would turn it down. (I’ll post when we are ready to add that with Covid right now.)

I enjoy reading erotica stories related to the fetishes I’m interested in. if you have any sites that might appeal to me, please share. 420 friendly.



Desires and Fantasies
BF as Dom begins encouraging me to drink and 420. Talks to me about getting me fucked up - and hints he’s also drugging my drink and makes me down more (more so to mentally mess with my naughty side and makes me hornier). After I begin feeling really good, I’m tricked into restraints and a blindfold. Then he begins sweet body torture - soft and hard things rubbed on me, clit and nipple clamps, all while reminding me I’m fucked up and can’t stop him (mental thing again). Caning, whipping or spanking are welcome during this. Another guy and girl (or others?) arrive w/o my real awareness sometime during my getting fucked up process. They can encourage as well. Then I’m making out, as ordered by my D, without care, with every combination of participants as possible. Everyone else is relaxed but guys not very intoxicated, as they are in control of keeping us girls safe. Two guys DP me - as she “talks” me through it or even participates. with my BFs permission, everyone encourages me to keep taking more. Or they “slip” more intoxicants to keep me horny and wet for hours. And of course the mental games continue.