Well, I am think I am getting better att accepting that my life can't be lived by other that don't feel like I feel, want what I want. I have pretended, lied but almost worst.. I have missed so many nice understanding horny fun people.. I have been all over with cocks this and cocks that.. I have as I said.. Missed Alot of stuff...
(and amazing cocks that taste like happiness..)
And doing everything that makes me horny not thinking how, and with who? Reckless? Probably.
But ;) I'm still unfucked. I know I like poppers and chems and sucking cocks. I know those two first don't work for everyone. I "dream and fantasize" of 2, 3, 4, 5 at the same time.. After fucking myself I was convinced a need big cock inside my NOW.. oh I will get my big beautiful ducks in my.. Think sissy slut whole? ??
Maby..
It's just the hypno and training video helps me Alot and also makes me to horny for my own good.
I also just yesterday discover an earlier thought I had, that a thing.. Might very well be one of the more uncommon fetishisms. And I'm now instead of full of shame. Determined to find more like me.. You have experience.. Then help bring me down but not all the way! An just so everyone knows. I need cock now ????