I've never stuck my finger in a women's ass, however... my junk is a different issue.

:1777638002,7265081, Normal is different for everyone 😅 and people are rude when they don't understand something. Your explanation and insight is appreciated. You are not stupid or naive just learning and growing through different dynamics. The way pleasure receptors work Read more… alines differently depending on what influenced your life along the way. Early pleasure may have come from intelligence or caretaking. Physical appearance or acts may have had early negative or harsh ties. This doesn't make you odd or unique (not in a bad way) just doesn't align with highly physical interfaces but does align with similar growth patterns that may be found in a lecture hall or community service. For me my story starts long before it should have but was physical and even though I now know how wrong that was by society rules, my brain already locked the blueprint, so I can fight it or own it. I accept it and try to make the best of it. I seek subs because I needed someone to protect me, so I became that person. Our origin is not just trauma or a burden it is the key.

Interesting that you brought up that early pleasure may may have come from intelligence or caretaking. My fetish or kink came around the age of 3 or so. I had been searching my entire life why I was the way I was. It wasn't until about maybe 10 or 11 years ago that I read something that totally changed my perspective of why I have this fetish. It was something that was right in front of me but never figured it out. Growing up my mom was a babysitter and I did not get the attention that I should have gotten due to all the other kids getting the attention from her. I don't have mommy issues but often wonder what that would have been like to be brought up normal if you will. Not that I'm not normal but my fetish I still feel is very frowned upon. You made a very good point, thanks for sharing.

I can absolutely relate. My time frame was always two years before I would even consider marriage. That to me is when the skeletons, or fakes start to surface, don't get me wrong, I've been in plenty of relationships that lasted over the two years. However, I always wanted what my parents had. Read more… Till death do them part. I agree with looks aren't everything for me. I honestly don't think that people actually know what true love really is nowadays. I found that years ago, now don't get me wrong, we've all been in love before. But was it true love? I actually did find that years ago. I met a gal through playing online games and we would chat literally every day for a very long time. We connected in a way that I didn't know was possible. One day she told me that she had breast cancer. I remember driving 45 minutes to my parents house and as a grown man literally crying telling my mom the story. Also keep in mind that we had never met each other nor had we ever seen a picture of each other. I fell in love with a person not an image. Eventually we did trade photos I got a webcam and we communicated through that but she was absolutely beautiful yes I could tell she was sick but that meant nothing to me I would have taken care of her like the princess she was. Unfortunately time passes Us by life happens we continued to talk but another guy two is a lot closer to her slid in and I kind of just let her go. Unfortunately I never got to meet her. I was friends and am still to this day with her mom on Facebook and one day I asked how she was doing and she told me that she had passed. It broke my heart. I guess the moral of that story is everybody is so hyped up on looks and *** and have to be extravagant, hell richness to me is to be happy . That's all I want to be is happy. I'm not going to be a millionaire, I'm not going to have fancy cars, I just would love to be happy. That's it. Thank you for posting this because honestly I was trying to unsure myself of what Demisexual was.

I'm pretty sure at some point all of us have overthunk our Kink or fetish, if you will. Just be yourself know what you want. Do you want somebody to control you or be a mutual agreement. Try different Forks in the road if it doesn't feel right, and it. Then take the next four find out what you Read more… didn't like from the previous Lane and expand on what the parts that felt good or meant to you and expand on those. You might go down a path that you had no idea even existed. That's the fun part. Don't get me wrong it can all be as fun as you want to make it or as dark as you want it takes that special person to have that connection with you that you both pretty much know what you want or want to explore. some people are into different things than others. that's why we are here. But I would definitely not recommend stepping back from it you felt something at one point so that means your willing to explore, expand your horizons. Just don't give up, and don't overthink it. Best of luck to you. I would just like to find that special someone who won't judge me or look down on me because of my kink. It took me quite a few years to come out of my shell, but once I did, it felt great. To know that I'm not the only one out there is awesome.😏🫠

Being loved hasn't happened in a while. My happiness is when I am in my diaper. I've been in relationships where a few of my exes knew. One was fully supportive and even started wearing herself. She absolutely loved it. Another didn't mind but she said she'd never change my diaper, which was fine, Read more… but just letting someone who trusts you and doesn't judge is also happiness. 😍

Diaper lover for as long as I can remember.