hi i am born in the US but my life was in Saudi Arabia. not new to insults like verbal *** or looks made fun of, beatings, starved, hair pulled, anal, throating, choking, or such. i know not much to offer but i can cooke and clean. i respect disrespect i guess. crude or demoralizing verbal *** or racism. im not seeking love or ***. to be upfront, i wont just send things or do what people say to do right away after some messeges.

it doesn't mean anything if your saying things but don't believe in what you say so please don't try to act abusive or racist if you aren't, i know what i seek is strange but i dont seek this for kink exactly. i really do seek it because its the only way i feel i can exist