Hii!! I think i mostly need someone patience and soft in some ways because it’s very new for me to act on my kinks and needs (or even talk to strange people hihii). I also have vaginismus, adhd and looots of insecurities, so again patience it is, but i realised that if i will never talk to anyone, nothing would happen and i don’t meet lots of new people in my daily life since i’m still studying and a bit anxious of random people. But at the same time i am really intelligent and outsmarts many in discussions etc (mostly because i’m bored or anxious and in need of dopamine), so its all very contrastinf; i dont think i can describe myself better dan lots of contrasts (which i cannot even handle myself and it makes so much more extra noise in my head). :)