About me
Interested in:
I’m looking for:
- Friends
- LTR (relationship)
- Events & Places
Description
i have been asked numerous of times what do I do; what drives me in kink. Honestly the only answer I can give is having that full committed trust in a dominant.
Having that deep rooted connection with them.
I enjoy BDSM, I am a masochist but thrive for more. i am feeling kind of deflated as can imagine what I envision the relationship to look like yet cannot explain.
i am not a dominant; therefore submissive; switches or other does not intrigue me; I am more than happy to talk to anyone but I know what I’m looking for.
i am interested in a true deep meaning D/s, yet with my strong mind it’s someone who will need patience and grow to understand my limits and help me unlock the potentials I have and yet don’t know what they are.
Limits
scat, golden showers, age play
My roles & archetype
My kinks & fetishes
I like:
- Blood Play
- Anal Play
- Anal Sex
- Anal Plugs
- BDSM
- Corsets
- Cuddling
- Deep Throating
- Lingerie Fetish
- Dildos
- Dirty Talk
- Extreme Bondage
- Face Slapping
- Fire Play
- Fingering
- Floggers
- Foreplay
- Gas Masks
- Hair Pulling
- Handcuffs
- Kinky Sex
- Kissing
- Knife Play
- Masochism
- Masturbation
- Needles
- Oral Sex
- Spanking Paddles
- Role Play
- Sex Chat
- Sex In Bed
- Sex Toys
- Spanking
- Submission
- Wand Massager
- Whips
Wanna know what interests me?:
- 24/7
- Blindfolds
- Ball Gag
- BDSM Branding
- BDSM Collar
- Bondage Stocks
- Biting Fetish
- Bondage
- Bondage Bed
- Bondage Shackles
- Bondage Belt
- Bondage Harness
- Bondage Hood
- Bondage Rope
- Bondage Tape
- Breath Play
- Chains
- Discipline
- Extreme Bondage
- Restraints
- FFM Threesome
- Gags
- Medical Fetish
- Masturbation Machine
- Medical Restraints
- MMF Threesome
- Nipple Clamps
- Orgasm Control
- Post Orgasm Torture
- Scratching
- Sensory Deprivation
- Sex in the Water
- Sex Stool
- Spreader Bar
- Squirting
- Strap-on
- Submission
- Suspension Bondage
- Suspension Cuffs
- Sweet Pain
- Vacuum Beds
- Wax Play
- Straitjackets
My places
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Crawley -
West Sussex - UK
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scat, golden showers, age play
WTF am I doing down here
One thing I truly am loving about the world of BDSM; where you make true deep meaningful connections with friends that are true to themselves and others around them.
I feel honoured to have met wonderful people who not only embrace themselves but others; without judgement but pure joy of one Read more…another’s abilities, styles and ultimately the connection everyone has.
On the night of ‘Dark’ event I had already asked if friends could play a scene with me at the event. In my excitement they agreed.
At Dark I grew excited and so eager to play, that I could no longer hide it. I remember jumping around and they knew it was time. As we prepared and discussed - I said, I want to be pushed to a new limit and beaten - ‘I wanted to make my own personal statement’.
As we headed to the metal play frame I eagerly got undressed (those who know me that was a big step for me) and waited for the session to start.
After the first couple of flogging strikes my friends had to step in and hold the frame because it was not sturdy. Which for those that don’t go easily in and out of sub mode can be off putting but I embraced it and found it refreshing to have them there.
I loved all the play with boxing gloves, home made knuckle dusters and most of all the baseball bat.
What I do enjoy was the choking but here is when it gets interesting. I felt light headed after the first two. With the extreme beating - to me they felt like nothing and eagerly edging my friend to carry on and goading him to continue I was in my element.
With lots of laughs and banter he went in for the third choking session, I remember saying harder.
I was standing and next thing I found myself jolting on the ground, seeing my friends faces concerned; I remember saying, ‘WTF am I doing down here?’ Feeling ever so embarrassed but super excited and laughing my head off I jumped up and said sorry, hugged and thanked my friends.
On reflection, I did not realise how hard I was pushing the play as I have no stop button. I felt guilty and could not apologise enough.
I did have a subtle stop button - I was trembling with adrenaline before the third choke and I didn’t recognise this. I sure will do now as I learn by bodies capabilities. Ironically I know I have more to give and cannot wait to explore more of this. However, I will do so where I am not pushing the Dom/Sadist to their extreme and I will grow to learn more of my own and knowing when to stop the play myself.
Would I do it all over again? Absolutely!
Thank you to my friends of making this happen and helping me to grow that much more
Passionate Angel
I feel honoured to have met wonderful people who not only embrace themselves but others; without judgement but pure joy of one Read more…another’s abilities, styles and ultimately the connection everyone has.
On the night of ‘Dark’ event I had already asked if friends could play a scene with me at the event. In my excitement they agreed.
At Dark I grew excited and so eager to play, that I could no longer hide it. I remember jumping around and they knew it was time. As we prepared and discussed - I said, I want to be pushed to a new limit and beaten - ‘I wanted to make my own personal statement’.
As we headed to the metal play frame I eagerly got undressed (those who know me that was a big step for me) and waited for the session to start.
After the first couple of flogging strikes my friends had to step in and hold the frame because it was not sturdy. Which for those that don’t go easily in and out of sub mode can be off putting but I embraced it and found it refreshing to have them there.
I loved all the play with boxing gloves, home made knuckle dusters and most of all the baseball bat.
What I do enjoy was the choking but here is when it gets interesting. I felt light headed after the first two. With the extreme beating - to me they felt like nothing and eagerly edging my friend to carry on and goading him to continue I was in my element.
With lots of laughs and banter he went in for the third choking session, I remember saying harder.
I was standing and next thing I found myself jolting on the ground, seeing my friends faces concerned; I remember saying, ‘WTF am I doing down here?’ Feeling ever so embarrassed but super excited and laughing my head off I jumped up and said sorry, hugged and thanked my friends.
On reflection, I did not realise how hard I was pushing the play as I have no stop button. I felt guilty and could not apologise enough.
I did have a subtle stop button - I was trembling with adrenaline before the third choke and I didn’t recognise this. I sure will do now as I learn by bodies capabilities. Ironically I know I have more to give and cannot wait to explore more of this. However, I will do so where I am not pushing the Dom/Sadist to their extreme and I will grow to learn more of my own and knowing when to stop the play myself.
Would I do it all over again? Absolutely!
Thank you to my friends of making this happen and helping me to grow that much more
Passionate Angel
DyingForLife Jay Wiseman in his classic title "SM 101" said quite roundly that was no safe way to choke. That it us absolutely the edge and that if you are pushed to the point of incapacity, the likelihood of resuscitation is extremely low.
Be absolutely careful with how you play and with who you play. This reads like your partner has never studied choking and it is a miracle he hasn't collapsed someone's throat by now. Jay Wiseman in his classic title "SM 101" said quite roundly that was no safe way to choke. That it us absolutely the edge and that if you are pushed to the point of incapacity, the likelihood of resuscitation is extremely low.
Be absolutely careful with how you play and with who you play. This reads like your partner has never studied choking and it is a miracle he hasn't collapsed someone's throat by now.
Be absolutely careful with how you play and with who you play. This reads like your partner has never studied choking and it is a miracle he hasn't collapsed someone's throat by now. Jay Wiseman in his classic title "SM 101" said quite roundly that was no safe way to choke. That it us absolutely the edge and that if you are pushed to the point of incapacity, the likelihood of resuscitation is extremely low.
Be absolutely careful with how you play and with who you play. This reads like your partner has never studied choking and it is a miracle he hasn't collapsed someone's throat by now.
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· 23.09.2022 18:51:00
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23.09.2022 12:10:17
Charms I agree with jen.
Reading what you wrote is scaring me.
Please be carful. I realy do understand how fun playing is an I fet so excited b4 playing.
I'm just extremely lucky my master who iv been with for 4 years can read my body language an even if I think I'm OK hecwill say I'm not an explain why I'm not.
I agree with jen.
Reading what you wrote is scaring me.
Please be carful. I realy do understand how fun playing is an I fet so excited b4 playing.
I'm just extremely lucky my master who iv been with for 4 years can read my body language an even if I think I'm OK hecwill say I'm not an explain why I'm not.
Reading what you wrote is scaring me.
Please be carful. I realy do understand how fun playing is an I fet so excited b4 playing.
I'm just extremely lucky my master who iv been with for 4 years can read my body language an even if I think I'm OK hecwill say I'm not an explain why I'm not.
I agree with jen.
Reading what you wrote is scaring me.
Please be carful. I realy do understand how fun playing is an I fet so excited b4 playing.
I'm just extremely lucky my master who iv been with for 4 years can read my body language an even if I think I'm OK hecwill say I'm not an explain why I'm not.
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· 21.09.2022 0:07:45
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Lost the drive
After much personal barriers, I had lost my way and wondered if this was still me. Until the anniversary party where I pleaded with my Sadist to ease me into our BDSM play; his sinister cackles as he starts the floggers I’m melting into each strike.
Experiencing the session of being triple dom’d; Read more…the different sensations of each strikes and a hard long play session and adrenaline rushes through; that truly was an experience I will never forget.
The day after marks on my back, legs and buttocks I start admiring them all as I once use to.. realising this is me and I enjoyed every minute of it. Thank you for bringing me back
Experiencing the session of being triple dom’d; Read more…the different sensations of each strikes and a hard long play session and adrenaline rushes through; that truly was an experience I will never forget.
The day after marks on my back, legs and buttocks I start admiring them all as I once use to.. realising this is me and I enjoyed every minute of it. Thank you for bringing me back
LikeVancouver69, Cletus1991and 16 more…
i have been asked numerous of times what do I do; what drives me in kink. Honestly the only answer I can give is having that full committed trust in a dominant.
Having that deep rooted connection with them.
I enjoy BDSM, I am a masochist but thrive for more. i am feeling kind of deflated as can Read more… imagine what I envision the relationship to look like yet cannot explain.
i am not a dominant; therefore submissive; switches or other does not intrigue me; I am more than happy to talk to anyone but I know what I’m looking for.
i am interested in a true deep meaning D/s, yet with my strong mind it’s someone who will need patience and grow to understand my limits and help me unlock the potentials I have and yet don’t know what they are.
Having that deep rooted connection with them.
I enjoy BDSM, I am a masochist but thrive for more. i am feeling kind of deflated as can Read more… imagine what I envision the relationship to look like yet cannot explain.
i am not a dominant; therefore submissive; switches or other does not intrigue me; I am more than happy to talk to anyone but I know what I’m looking for.
i am interested in a true deep meaning D/s, yet with my strong mind it’s someone who will need patience and grow to understand my limits and help me unlock the potentials I have and yet don’t know what they are.
scat, whichever we both feel are a limit
Kept dormant too long.
Welcome to the rabbit hole - follow your kinky desires
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Am I a Dom?
Reading that I can now see what you mean and most likely right. I feel would be wise to look deep within does he really want to change (reasons for needing to go to a therapist in the first place). If so need to be equal if the therapist or reduce those walls to allow someone in to help with the Read more… needs that is trying to be worked through.
Hope it all works out
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Am I a Dom?
First of all I think if your feeling this way with your therapist; this means you are not connecting with them and you need to tell them and they have to allocate you another one; otherwise it does not benefit you nor them and he needs to be made aware of this for his reflection also.
Like Read more… relationships not everyone connects and the same goes for a doctor.
On the note of a Dom - you are what and who you are; again as eyemblackskeep says don’t try to label yourself; just explore who you are and enjoy the journey. I know it took me a long time to understand why I am a sub and a masochist - now I embrace it.
Looking at your comments with subs being weak - we are far from that. In fact I hold down a very challenging management job and have many peoples safety within my hands also. Does this make me a weak sub - not at all; i class myself as a sub as that’s my area of kink and what I seek in a D/s relationship as vanilla doesn’t cut what we crave deep within.
So I urge you to breathe; relax and enjoy what is, embrace what was and explore what will be
Angel x
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Stop Looking
I heard this saying so many times.
Looking at myself in the mirror and within the very core of myself; I question who am I and what do I seek: the answer - I don’t know but when I do I will know.
Over the years I have longed to belong to someone to be theirs and have that longing connection.
I Read more…look around at others; their journeys, their connection and being a couple - something I have not had in a very long time.
As I sit here reflecting on my journey a friend asked me ‘so what are you doing about your spiritual path?’ I simply replied ‘Hunny I am still on it as I learn so much more about myself and of who I truly am; without prejudice. We use to say ‘take that stick away and stop caning yourself’ (which on a physical side I now love it); I don’t need someone to tell me what I have done wrong or criticise me as I am very good at that.
Connection what is that? I realised I was thinking about the loins within my legs that seek something sexual and being able to freely give myself to someone.
Is that really connection?
Yes to a degree. What I do have and now realised - I already have connections and I was looking in the wrong place.
I have my family who mean the world to me but I also have true friendships where the bonds of ourselves have ultimately become so connected and strengthened as we allow ourselves to be vulnerable around them and get things wrong without being demoralised.
Connection is about what you have got already; what you/I seek has been there all along and it’s simply looking around you and knowing what you already have.
To my friends who have become like a family to me; thank you for allowing me to ‘be’ who I am and who I am growing into.
Friends are out connected families and they are there for all of us during our ups and downs; most of all equally loved, which creates the universal of our ‘Ying and Yang’
Stop looking at what you don’t have and look at what treasures you already do have!
Angel xx
Looking at myself in the mirror and within the very core of myself; I question who am I and what do I seek: the answer - I don’t know but when I do I will know.
Over the years I have longed to belong to someone to be theirs and have that longing connection.
I Read more…look around at others; their journeys, their connection and being a couple - something I have not had in a very long time.
As I sit here reflecting on my journey a friend asked me ‘so what are you doing about your spiritual path?’ I simply replied ‘Hunny I am still on it as I learn so much more about myself and of who I truly am; without prejudice. We use to say ‘take that stick away and stop caning yourself’ (which on a physical side I now love it); I don’t need someone to tell me what I have done wrong or criticise me as I am very good at that.
Connection what is that? I realised I was thinking about the loins within my legs that seek something sexual and being able to freely give myself to someone.
Is that really connection?
Yes to a degree. What I do have and now realised - I already have connections and I was looking in the wrong place.
I have my family who mean the world to me but I also have true friendships where the bonds of ourselves have ultimately become so connected and strengthened as we allow ourselves to be vulnerable around them and get things wrong without being demoralised.
Connection is about what you have got already; what you/I seek has been there all along and it’s simply looking around you and knowing what you already have.
To my friends who have become like a family to me; thank you for allowing me to ‘be’ who I am and who I am growing into.
Friends are out connected families and they are there for all of us during our ups and downs; most of all equally loved, which creates the universal of our ‘Ying and Yang’
Stop looking at what you don’t have and look at what treasures you already do have!
Angel xx
Christian-2070 Very touching Very touching
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