I am 55 but feel like I'm 35 honestly. And have been told I look much younger. I am very afraid it is too late for anyone to even want me in any way. I am honestly just a sweet little one at heart. I have been submissive my whole life. I crave dominance so badly, but am in a vanilla marriage with a vanilla man who is 20 years older than me, and hasn't touched me in 5 years. I am 5'3 151 lbs. I really don't know what I am looking for. Above all mainly just like minded people who might understand why I'm so lonely. Right now I just feel lost. I know I need something. I just wish I knew what it was.