I get what your saying. Let alone what your question is, just getting a reply from a message is hard enough. I can see the forum idea but find the right one so just read a few before diving in with questions and comments.
Impatience is my biggest problem and like any new toy you can’t wait to get Read more… stuck in but how long have you wanted to enjoy this life? A few years I’ll bet, so if it takes a year to settle into this life so be it, you’ll get there.
Also online might not be best for you. I’m beginning to think that about myself, as I prefer face to face, so I’m working up the courage to do some of these ‘munches’ the thought of Torture Garden scares me stiff right now 🤣Meet some people, not just the women, it’s about the search for knowledge and that way searching for your true alternative persona as well. Finally, it might sound naff, but look out for some courses, attend and make some connections. It sucks being new at anything but I hope that helps a bit.
Bon chance mon ami!

Great piece. Some really solid info to build on whilst continuing to explore this new world. Many thanks