Feeling it….

[Deleted Member]

Surely aware…I’ve been so blinded by what you seem to point out so clearly. This where’s Waldo mission for you to find the real me, when all I can ever really be is the realest version you see…..this is no facade…no fake realism, no mistaken perception, this is fucking me….I fed you no lies, and no deception was declared, every word, every promise, I swear to you was there. Every whisper, every second, I wished you were there….but honestly you said you were but weren’t prepared. Doubting every moment, but I took you there…..we talked about the things, and fantasized plenty it seems, and you still couldn’t believe that you were constantly consuming my dreams? And then with the flip of a switch, as if it were all pretend, you hated me instantly when it came to an end….but as all things do it takes time to mend, and build that fucking ambition and passion again, so if all you can do is be upset at me my friend, just remember I’ve fought for your attention since then….the hello that you hate, making it all begin….