PixieDust Posted May 24, 2020 You left me alone as you drew your last breath You whittled away until nothing was left My tears on your pillow were my goodbye There was nothing more I could do but to cry My once strong Sir, was a man no more All but a memory of times of before Your fight was gallant as you fought the big C Together forever was not meant to be We dreaded this day as it came too fast Your enduring strength pushed to the last Yours hopes and your dreams faded away No longer did you plan for a better day To honour you, I had to be true Yet your plans for me were hard to go through Life took an unexpected turn to the left And once more I found myself deeply bereft When I thought things could not get worse My poor dear Mum was bound for a hearse I tried all I could to get on with life But my health went downhill causing me strife I worked my way through all of my *** I now knew my life would never be the same I cried more tears as my heart broke anew As now I was mourning not one but two Just when I hoped I was back on track Life had a way of slapping me back I looked to the heavens and asked what the fuck now Surely this should be over by now Next on the list was sadly my Dad Three hits in a row and life got real bad Daily I struggled to make sense of it all More ashes to bury was incredibly cruel In your memory I fought yet another great fight But my soul inside wasn’t just right You taught me to dream of way better times That a life without you could again be sublime Your courage and strength always shone through I try to remember to be brave like you I continue to heal and grow on the way I write my thoughts down if ever they stray I may no longer be able to kneel at your feet But you left me the keys to continue to seek I thank you Sir just one last time As I promised you always my life will be fine It is time to let go and to be free As I look for new memories of a life without thee This poem was written with love in my heart But to move forward I need to make a new start So with these words I fondly bid you adieu And please know I will forever miss you……….
Kennym020753 Posted May 24, 2020 This is so close to my heart at the moment Iife is so hard without your loved ones my release from this reality has been this site and some of the members on here who I have chatted to and I’d like to call friends subs ,natha , holly just to name a few thanks for making a difference in my life x
Sp**** Posted May 24, 2020 Such sad and heartfelt sentiments from the greatest Pixie I know. Thank you for baring you’re soul and sharing this with us all and for being strong for everybody else on here. I think it’s time for us all to be strong and support you lovely lady!! 😘
li**** Posted May 24, 2020 (edited) Wow my darling beautiful friend, I've read this poem at least 10 times over and had the privilege of reading your very first draft of it and every time I read it, it rings true as I guess it does with so many of us at this time as I guess many have been touched by death one way or another. You my beautiful friend have left me s***chless once more, thank you for putting your feelings down and letting us all in and seeing the wonderful, beautiful soul that you are. Love you dearly my *** from another mister 👯👯💜💜 Edited May 24, 2020 by lil-monster Corrected mistakes
Wo**** Posted May 24, 2020 Tears are streaming down my cheeks! Oh pixie, you darling.... that is beautiful!!!! A worthy farewell. Last few years have been tough for me too. I lost my dad to cancer and your poems, it helped me smile, thank you. I can't express how that touched me. Thank you for sharing ❤
CaveBear Posted May 24, 2020 Super piece of writing .. Can't really put an answer to that as it's all in there .. Well done on the whole thing ..
Deleted Member Posted May 24, 2020 So beautiful written, your loss and indeed your strength and resilience, better to have loved and lost than having never loved at all..... light and love to you 🔥❤🔥
Leisa Posted May 24, 2020 Incredible. Your *** and and your resilience are wonderful. I cannot begin to understand what you’ve gone through and hopefully never will. You’re a special lady.
Deleted Member Posted May 24, 2020 Grief is hard to feel, hard to work through and even harder to share so thank you for feeling safe enough to share this with us. I felt it deep in my soul and wanted to say thank you also for doing what I couldn't in putting words to some of my feelings too. Love and good wishes to you, lovely x
PixieDust Posted May 25, 2020 Author 15 hours ago, Kennym020753 said: This is so close to my heart at the moment Iife is so hard without your loved ones my release from this reality has been this site and some of the members on here who I have chatted to and I’d like to call friends subs ,natha , holly just to name a few thanks for making a difference in my life x Thank you for your words. We are currently living in worrying times and it really does hit home how important your friends and loved ones are in your life. For me, this site has been my saving grace, it allowed me to find me again and through that I have met and made some amazing and wonderful friends and I feel forever blessed for their friendship and love. I love the community we have created here and hope many others can also find the same as we both have. 💗💗
PixieDust Posted May 25, 2020 Author 15 hours ago, Grey_fleck said: Such beautiful words, which run so deep ❤️💔 Thank you so very much for your kind words 💗💗
PixieDust Posted May 25, 2020 Author 14 hours ago, pappaman said: That pulled a few heart cords, beautifully written. Thank you very much for your kind words 💗💗
PixieDust Posted May 25, 2020 Author 14 hours ago, Spanksy said: Such sad and heartfelt sentiments from the greatest Pixie I know. Thank you for baring you’re soul and sharing this with us all and for being strong for everybody else on here. I think it’s time for us all to be strong and support you lovely lady!! 😘 Mr Spanksy, thank you for your very kind words and always being there for me. You have been a dear friend to me since I joined the site and I can't thank you enough for all that you have done for me. I treasure our friendship and as much as I treasure you, thank you for being so wonderfully amazing. 💖💖💖😘😘
PixieDust Posted May 25, 2020 Author 14 hours ago, Annabella6575 said: Oh my word that brought tears to my eyes. Stay strong *** ❤ Thank you for your support and kind words. 💗💗
PixieDust Posted May 25, 2020 Author 14 hours ago, lil-monster said: Wow my darling beautiful friend, I've read this poem at least 10 times over and had the privilege of reading your very first draft of it and every time I read it, it rings true as I guess it does with so many of us at this time as I guess many have been touched by death one way or another. You my beautiful friend have left me s***chless once more, thank you for putting your feelings down and letting us all in and seeing the wonderful, beautiful soul that you are. Love you dearly my *** from another mister 👯👯💜💜 I love you to the Moon and Back, my *** from another mister.....thank you for your unwavering friendship and support, you have been my confidant, my rock, my shoulder to cry on and my dearest friend and there are just not enough words to explain how much you mean to me. I am forever blessed to have you in my life. I know how close to home this is for you , so I can't thank you enough for the many read throughs of some thing I have tried to write many times over and the words failed me until now. Thank you for giving me the confidence to share. Love you always 👯♀️💜💜💜🧚♀️🤗😘
PixieDust Posted May 25, 2020 Author 13 hours ago, LazyPiratesBounty said: Tears are streaming down my cheeks! Oh pixie, you darling.... that is beautiful!!!! A worthy farewell. Last few years have been tough for me too. I lost my dad to cancer and your poems, it helped me smile, thank you. I can't express how that touched me. Thank you for sharing ❤ Aww Bounty I didn't mean to make you cry my dear friend........I am so very sorry you have had to go through tough times as well, life really isn't fair sometimes. It's taken me a long time to write this poem as I've tried so many times previously, so your words mean alot to me, so thank you and sending you my love always. 💗💗🤗😘🧚♀️
PixieDust Posted May 25, 2020 Author 13 hours ago, CaveBear said: Super piece of writing .. Can't really put an answer to that as it's all in there .. Well done on the whole thing .. Thank you for your kind words always my favourite Bear and thank you also for always being there for me. 😘🐻🧡
PixieDust Posted May 25, 2020 Author 11 hours ago, Firewitch said: So beautiful written, your loss and indeed your strength and resilience, better to have loved and lost than having never loved at all..... light and love to you 🔥❤🔥 Thank you so very much for your lovely words, I couldn't agree with you more, I would much rather have loved than never have loved and for that I am forever grateful. Thank you again. 💗🤗😘🧚♀️
PixieDust Posted May 25, 2020 Author 10 hours ago, Leisa said: Incredible. Your *** and and your resilience are wonderful. I cannot begin to understand what you’ve gone through and hopefully never will. You’re a special lady. Thank you so very much Leisa for your support and your very kind words. 💗🤗😘🧚♀️
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