Sex and Love

September 19, 2020

Me and She

He stopped with the tray in his hands and keep looking to the nowhere. He felt tired. Exhausted. He could hear those words in echoes in your mind: - And this tea? He looked at the rose, that he put in the glass jar : beautiful and perfect in faded yellow. Beside, simetricly, the cup of tea. The towel in tray was in white lace, his favorite. No error. Everything in right place. He turn back your eyes to window, to nowhere in outside: why the fucking reason he was there? It's insane, he thought. Pure nonsense. He could be now at streets running to any young big cock boy or sitting in a library reading and having some coffe and cake. What did happen in all these years?
He walked to office, put the tray in the table and served the tea. Automatically.
- U never forget the flowers to me, she said in a smile. But why the yellow rose today? Some special occasion? And suddenly he woke up that inner digressions and stared her. Voice. Smile. The parfum. That petite devil in saint spirit was smiling to him,hipnotizng. She didnt remember.
- Really dont know, madame.
He went back to his chores and during all day and remained oblivious to them, to the world, to life...He went to the backyard and lay down in the grass.He was in some empty subspace and alone and sad and afraid and lost. He was crying. Crying and saying disconected words about her: bitch! Hate u! U dont deserve me! He fell asleep and woke up with raining on his face and run to the house. It was night. Everything in silence. Where's the people? - Hello?
No one. He walked with heavy feet to his bedroom . When he open the door, he couldnt believe in his eyes.
-Hey boy.... Happy 5 years anniversary!Wanna join us?
Your petite devil was completely deliciously naked, using only her satin sandals that he so loved. Beside her, with a champagne glass in one hand and with your favorite Big Didlo Paul in the other one, that amazing boy he was flirting for weeks. The fire in their eyes looking at him no have in this sec and weird world. The smell of sex and the feeling of love was in that room, laying in that bed and in that moment he reminded why he was there.