I Want vs I Know

[tooorangy]

I want to be tied down, to be able to struggle against it and knowing there is no escape until he unties me

I want his instruction

I want to explore my boundaries safe in the knowledge he won’t push me past what I can take

I want to be loved

I want his hand on my throat

I want him to ignore my begging and use me how he wants and for me to find happiness in this because I trust him implicitly

I want that flutter of *** that goes straight to my clit

I want to feel safe as he beats me, fucks me, makes me cry and loved as he hugs me afterwards and tells me I’m his good girl

I want to both love and hate the sight of his belt

I want his control to extend into everyday life, unseen and unfelt by everyone but me

I want it all with him

But

I know that I’m getting older everyday

I know if it’s hard to find love at 42 it’ll be even harder at 52

I know I come with more baggage than most

And I know I’d rather stay single forever than settle for a vanilla relationship. 

[Reese-3360]

Do you want to be blindfolded and gagged as well

[Deleted Member]

Same. I am done with vanilla and thrilled to be with my Dom.

[Myia]

I want that too but I don’t even have a partner