Wife, mother or slut?

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Forever is a very long time and finding a way to maintain the spark, lust and passion can be challenging when real life gets in the way. This is my story.....

 

We had our first ffm 4 years ago at my request. I wanted to spice things up and he booked a female escort. It was amazing and catapulted our sex life to a whole new level. But gradually over time real life took over again and whilst it certainly wasn't bad sex, it often lacked passion and was often rushed.  

I was frustrated, I was curious to explore my fantasies and desires but there was never the right time to bring it up, or I felt embarrassed telling him what I really wanted him to do to me.... eventually I stopped trying for *** of rejection.. 

 

I have a busy demanding job and a family. My mind is constantly working at 100mph and it's tiring..... sooo many things to think about, organise, sort out etc etc. I needed some escapism from daily life... 

 

I'm naturally submissive anyway and the idea of being owned and controlled, but most of all, not having to think, giving up all control and decisions to someone else who I completely trust my life with.... Oh it was such a huge turn on because it sounded like heaven.  

 

My husband is an experienced Dom who has had a number of subs who I know about. But this was different. How on earth could he see me that way? After all I'm the mother of his children, the love of his life.... How could he view me as a slut or fuck toy? That was too big a challenge. He adores me, gives me lots of romance and affection but D/s just didn't work. I couldn't reach him, I felt rejected, unattractive and craved his dominance. It was so ***ful knowing he was living out MY fantasies with other women instead of me. I didn't mind him meeting other women and was even turned on by it, but I needed him to do that to ME!! 

 

So eventually I sought attention from a number of sites including fet, chatting to men and women about D/s relationships, reading the erotic stories and watching oh soooo much porn.... (I think I may have completed Porn hub!!?) BUT none of that was ever truly fulfilling. Fun and entertaining at times, yes, the attention was flattering, yes... but it didn't provide what I truly craved.... HIS dominance... 

 

Eventually it came to a head... Far too much to tell it all here but fast forward after a lot of heart to heart and candid, sometimes ***ful conversations.... we reconnected and finally I reached him. He understood.  

 

Long story short... Since then we have found a truly wonderful woman who has joined us and I feel so lucky to have her in our lives. She is equally new to D/s relationships like me and we hit it off immediately. We had ff fun on our own first which was wonderful and exciting. Then one weekend we had I don't know how many ffm sessions.... We talked about boundaries, desires, ***s and what we wanted to try. I have pushed myself beyond the limits I thought I had because I was so turned on watching him do everything to her. We all had an amazing weekend. And it would not have happened if this amazing woman had not come into our lives. She has helped us to reconnect in a way that I didn't know we could. 

 

For the first time ever in our 22 years together, I was HIS slut, HIS fuck toy, HIS slave, there to be used for his pleasure and it was the most incredibly exhilarating and empowering feeling I've ever had.  

 

So, he now has 2 obedient slaves who he is training and we are all absolutely loving every second of it. The perfect distraction and escapism from all our daily lives! 

 

I have no doubt that at some point real life will interrupt and get in the way again, but I no longer feel embarrassed to tell him what I need. And he now knows that it is perfectly ok for him to view me as both wife, mother of his children AND his filthy slut.... There's plenty room for all of us.   

 

We all know that life is a journey and now at last I can share my kink journey with my best friend and soul mate xxx 

[do****]

Congrats. I'm truly happy for you. Thank you for sharing. Testimonies like this give hope to the hopeless 💜

[pl****]

How about princess by day slut by night

[Explorewithme]

Hh

[Clarakink]

Ahh, you 2 are so fab, much loves both of you xxx

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6 hours ago, Clarakink said:

Ahh, you 2 are so fab, much loves both of you xxx

Thanks Clara xxx 

[Deleted Member]

So happy for you both x

[St****]

What an amazing story! Congratulations!

[Deleted Member]

Thanks everyone xxx 

[Deleted Member]

I can relate very much with your story. My husband simply cannot go for kinky stuff with me… it is a hard limit for him 🙄 we have sex, we have romance but he cannot bring himself to live certain fantasies with me… so there is hope you tell me 😊

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52 minutes ago, QueenC2024 said:

I can relate very much with your story. My husband simply cannot go for kinky stuff with me… it is a hard limit for him 🙄 we have sex, we have romance but he cannot bring himself to live certain fantasies with me… so there is hope you tell me 😊

It took a long time but yes I got there eventually.... Xxx 

[Aiko3]

On 5/30/2023 at 11:25 AM, plymouth738 said:

How about princess by day slut by night

Oh I like that, I’ll need to borrow that.