BDSM Dating in Reading

Hello I am older but genuine virgin, very sub, was handcufefd once and want more. want to be handcuffed, ankle cuffed, collared and gagged, then miad to live my dream serving a MASTER or maybe a party of MEN who will degrade me and humiliate me. I also have a puppy training shock collar anda need to serve. I share and they guys dont know about me so I can never accommodate. Not skinny or pretty just very very sub and want a MAN to change my status. please