BDSM Dating in Ruddington

I want to build an ongoing play scenario in which I have been inducted into a cult/religion. In this religion, you are the deity and I must prove my devotion to you through acts of worship. These acts of worship will not involve ***, ***, or any other shame kink. Rather I want to exalt in worship. Prove my worth and in turn be remade in my deity's image. I want a kind of personality play; where my behaviours/desires are reconditioned and retrained through devotion.