BDSM Dating in Portland

Hoping to find somebody to grow with I'm not here to fall in love quick I don't want to fall at all my knees hurt things that fall break I want to grow in love things that girl get stronger. It's been a rough last 4 years I don't know what's changed but if somebody will let me get my foot in the door you'll like me I guarantee it I don't know what else to say I've said so much in the past and nothing's ever worked. I'm an open book honesty is my superpower and I'm wearing big socks right now