Want someone to use me

18 year old trans male (FTM) (pre-op atm however i do want top surgery) from australia looking for someone who is into the idea of having a stay at home adult baby to care for and look after. This would be completely platonic for me as i am aro-ace but i am ok bit nsfw elements and am very open-minded, i would be ok with sexual things happening eventually but only IRL and not over messages. this would however all be irl not rp or erp i am not interested in any of that. i want this to be a lifestyle for me. i am looking for someone who loves the idea of forcing me back into diapers and ***s me to "be a baby". this would be done by mittens that lock around the wrists so i cant pick up things properly, a lockable diaper cover so i need to rely on you for everything, boots that have spikes on the bottom so that i cant walk and have to crawl everywhere, instead of having a "normal" bedroom i would have a nursery with everything a baby would have like a crib, changing table, rocking chair etc, have rules that i have to follow that a baby would have, be ***d to sleep in a crib, watch cartoons, play with baby toys, things like that. i love the idea of having no control just like a baby and having to be completely reliant on someone else for everything, i want to lose all control over everything including my bladder and bowels the thought of having to rely on you for everything and have to wait for you to be ready like you decide that my diaper isnt wet enough to change or you strap me into an adult baby bouncer that i cant get out of and i just have to bounce there waiting for you ***ly. id prefer someone who is possessive and/or protective, strict but doting and would love to spoil me at any given time, will treat me just like a baby no matter what and is ok with the idea of having me as a 24/7 stay at home little. if this sounds interesting or something you would like please send me a friend request on discord to littlebby. i am very open minded so feel free to ask any questions or anything like that, or if you like something that isnt here. My only limits are striclty sexual stuff, i dont want this to be about sex i want to be ***d to be a baby, ***, id be ok with spankings if it was a last resort, choking, feminisation, misgendering, mean yelling and hard degrading. If you enjoy something that i havent listed and isnt in my limits tell me about it id probably be willing to give it a go.