Before you read just know my response rate is real shit atm, I do apologize in advance if you message and subsequently wait a few weeks to hear back from me So this is a little 2 am rant aka probably wont be very coherent but alas we charge ahead. If you're actually taking the time to read my profile then you have my gratitude, not that it's all that interesting though. I would like to be clear, long distance anything is not for me, online play, cyberfun, sexting what have you. No thanks, move on. I am actually very unsure of what I am looking for atm, going from casual to wanting a proper connection and relationship with someone, because I freaking yearn but no one is right or when they are then they seemingly decide that I'm not it. And I find myself struggling to increasing heights with trusting people. SO. You are welcome to message me but I won't guarantee whether I'm gonna be online in the time afterwards or in the headspace to want to talk. !!ALSO!! I'm sorry if you're disregarded (sounds weirdly harsh) without a message, telling people no can be surprisingly exhausting even if you deserve to at least receive the message for the effort. *might change this when I'm less tired out of my mind*

Before you read just know my response rate is real shit atm, I do apologize in advance if you message and subsequently wait a few weeks to hear back from me So this is a little 2 am rant aka probably wont be very coherent but alas we charge ahead. If you're actually taking the time to read my profile then you have my gratitude, not that it's all that interesting though. I would like to be clear, long distance anything is not for me, online play, cyberfun, sexting what have you. No thanks, move on. I am actually very unsure of what I am looking for atm, going from casual to wanting a proper connection and relationship with someone, because I freaking yearn but no one is right or when they are then they seemingly decide that I'm not it. And I find myself struggling to increasing heights with trusting people. SO. You are welcome to message me but I won't guarantee whether I'm gonna be online in the time afterwards or in the headspace to want to talk. !!ALSO!! I'm sorry if you're disregarded (sounds weirdly harsh) without a message, telling people no can be surprisingly exhausting even if you deserve to at least receive the message for the effort. *might change this when I'm less tired out of my mind*