This is not as easy for some. I am struggling with the realization that I am submissive. The struggle is that I talked to my wife and she is not interested at all in exploring anything.
My choices now are : 1. be dishonest and go do something on the side. 2. Initiate a divorce. Or 3. Keep denying Read more… who I am and be miserable.
I am trying to find people to talk to. I have no experience with submission so I don’t know what I don’t know. I know the thought of being put over a lap and spanked may be more appealing than it actually happening.