This is a concept that took me over 25 years to achieve, Im very seldomly have feeling much self doubt, but the journey was an epic one let me assure you. I was born a white male in Bakersfield cali to a family that's roots and ignorance. I daily at one point not long after puberty held such hate Read more… for feeling forced to be what's normal . Rage soon followed this is usually a super heated arguement or ful on fight. I craved those, just to feel pain I felt I deserved for my not regular thoughts. Being different is like an adventure to a new place. If you cant be categorized, stereotyped , easily explained you make yourself a target. Myself I'm not a cookie cutter type . When I finally searched deep within and embraced my transgender nature I felt the rage dissipate only them. I started my transition going overly hard to be super fem and being only with men I would never leave home before makeup was applied. I was the ultimate girlie girl. This wasnt my style really I trialed and eroded till I reached my present self. Im mtf ts girl that is white acting like a nigga all hood girl like. I dont try to be anymore girl than boy or Visa versa. I love my penis and all that comes with it ,but my breast I'm not busty which I'm wanting to be. The busty boobs make the fem torso so much more sexy
I will never have surgery to remove my dick. I like my breast and the soft hairless feel of my body. I truly act ike a butch ass lesbian who sleeps with either sex. I dress like urban mixed with a little geek squad twistish I will tell you this just let me lay down and fix this problem?

Body type this varies to me because of my bi-ness...in the female side of the spectrum (this includes any who consider themselves a woman regardless of birth gender)I like them to be fit yet thick in the hips with the whole apple bottom thing going on. Busty is a plus not a must, I love the Read more… sistas, you know the ebony girls they can always take me there easily . Now on to the men, personally I cant do overweight in men you are given a naturally muscular body to waste it is a crime. Bulk muscle isnt cute, but that nice tone build where everything looks properly proportioned is hot. Hairy is a no go, the less hair the better I like the feel its dirty almost. Swagger is a must the applies to both. That confidence that nothing fazes you , it's not being cocky but the in control of everything you. That smoothness in conversation that can sell you a car or talk you out of your panties. It's not taught its achieved by just being a real ass nigga, fakeness isnt tolerated