Hello, I’m Michael, I’m 55, widowed, no kids, recently retired Military, joined the Marines when I was 17, spent my entire adult serving my country

I found out about this lifestyle a couple days after my 18th birthday, finally old enough to go to an adult book store, anyway I found the BDSM section and became hooked. I finally understood these feelings I had inside but didn’t know what they actually were till that moment, finally understood why girls in high school had such a power over me, always looking down and not directly at them, I thought it was shyness, but realized at that moment it was my submissive side surfacing. I kept reading more and more, couldn’t get enough, but before I could try and really seek this lifestyle out I got married, plus I was already in the Marines and so was she. I never brought this side of me up to her. She wouldn’t have never understood it. So I kept it inside me and studied it from a distance for decades. My wife passed away 2 yrs ago from cancer. I’m free now to let this part of me out that’s been dying to come out. It’s been a fire burning inside me since I was 18. I know what this lifestyle is about, I’ve studied it carefully. I’m ready now to surrender myself over to that one true special Goddess and hopefully become collard and owned.

let’s find out