**TW** Wasted......

[PixieDust]

**Trigger Warning - Reason: *** **

 

Preamble:  I was very much in two minds of whether I would post this here or not. Physical or Verbal *** can have lifelong damaging effects, however by talking about it, we give it a voice and we fight against it…… this poem is just a small glimpse into a part of my life. Words can destroy but they can also allow you to heal…..I use my words through poetry to give to them a voice and to allow the healing process to continue.

 

Wasted......

 

You pushed me without a care

The shattered glass my hands did bare

 

My face bruised and battered

To you it didn’t even matter

 

*** streamed thick and fast

The shards sliced in and slashed my heart

 

Your words were toxic, your words were cruel

You were such a ***y fool

 

You lost me long ago

The day you left me so

 

Your rage, your anger, was so inflamed

All you did was shift the blame

 

No ownership, no remorse

Silence was my only course

 

A girl with so much love abound

You broke the bond that should have been sound

 

So much time wasted, so much time lost

A love that was given but you simply tossed

 

The lies, the deceit, they made me weep

You crippled me, you cut me deep

 

Your actions had consequences that you never knew

I lost my faith to believe in you

 

You were my Dad and I loved you so much

But you broke my soul until I was bust

 

My love was squandered and wasted away

A love you didn’t deserve to this very day

 

I shared my thoughts, but again you didn’t care

It was nothing but excuses and nasty glares

 

You’ve now passed and are long gone

Why did your life go so terribly wrong?

 

I put my words into rhyme and verse

No longer will you be my curse

 

Your ashes are now scattered out to sea

And with that, I am finally free......

 

[Deleted Member]

You’re a beautiful person inside and out, this person just couldn’t see it nor did they deserve too. Much love 💕🧚🏻‍♀️

[Deleted Member]

Oh Pixie, that’s so sad. 😔 To have become the person you are with a heart so full of care for other people is something to be proud of. I’m glad you feel free at last. ❤️

[ha****]

Much love my friend

[Go****]

Beautifully expressed. I do the same, put my thoughts, feelings and emotions into writings, as I too have *** in my past. It's a surprisingly cathartic process, which I have found has given me several 'light bulb' moments.
I hope you continue to write and heal 💜

[0L****]

🌹My hug, dear. U are very brave woman, courageous to share and show pieces of a spetacular human being. My admiracion!

[li****]

My beautiful ***!!!!! This is just so beautifully put down I remember crying the first time reading it and I never told you because I didn't wanna upset you but boy did it bring back memories for myself whilst reading it. As you know I suffered *** for years at the hands of my ex boyfriend, and it's so true that words etc can leave scars but we know that we are stronger now and we aren't victims anymore we are survivors!!!!!! I wish I could give you a massive cuddle, you my *** are my special person and you are so brave to put these words down and express your feelings so raw and emotional. You are beautiful inside and out and I'm forever grateful to have you in my life ( even thou you are other side of the ruddy world lol ) you my lovely, you are a strong, powerful, beautiful, brave, courageous woman loves ya lots and lots like jelly tots ❤️👯

[jo****]

I'm sorry you went through that x

[allshookup]

Very touching Pixie!

[zo****]

The last line touched my heart 

" and with that I am finally free "

Edited March 26, 2022 by zorro1107_1
Correction

[Dustykat]

That was beautiful and he didn't deserve your love. You are beautiful Inside out🧚‍♀️

[sissy_petra_uk_slut]

That was heart wrenching , you should be so proud of who you are, and what you have achieved, a true inspiration to others who are in that situation now.

[Ch****]

My heart goes out to you pixie. 

I'm here if you need a talk . No words can say how sorry I really qm x

[nomore007]

A new beginning. Starts with one's first step...

[Go****]

Beautifully written and heartfelt words weee spoken. You are strong and beautiful choosing love and support over victim becoming ***r. You are amazing 💜💜💜

[ca****]

Powerful

Stuff.