A little who loves their caregiver and needs protection

I just got out of a 3 year relationship and to find out he has been sleeping around on me with close friends of mine, yes thats plural, more than one, everything was a lie, I want to get my mind off of him, being only his has done me nothing, now It's my turn, I'm looking for a friend, a lover, more than that we will have to see first, time tells everything, I'm attracted to dominate men, that like to be in control, I like bandage and ***d and held down, I don't like being hit n no shocks or clamps or wild instruments but I like it in every hole within reason I don't like being on top I love doggy style or on my stomach