i am cool and easy outgoing type....looking for something new ..i lost my husband a couple years ago and never been in any relationship ..this is my first time trying but keep scrolling if you think of catfishing me .

Closeted trans that can't come out due to various reasons. Really looking into becoming a sissy. Discrete. Plan on shaving most of my body but not sure about forearms due to work. I've had sissy fantasies for over 20 years, I'm just now looking into exploring them. My ideal situation is finding a mistress who would be my "girlfriend/wife" for being in public / with my family but in reality she makes me into her sissy, and has guys fuck me while she fucks other guys.