Im looking fora partner who is open minded ready to try anything sexually

I just want to hang out

My wife who has passed. Was ***d. Because of this our phycologist made the suggestion that to help her heal I should let her peg me. I got to like it, I give it up anytime she wanted. I drop my drawers anytime she wanted. Where I was normally the one who started things I came to like the reversal of roles. I want to meet a woman who likes pegging and will tell me to assume the position.