Looking for a women that only wants to please her master, using her mouth and once in a while as a special treat using her ass. She can be mature or young, but not to young, fat to thin, but not to thin.

I am relatively new and looking for help in figuring out what I am looking for and what i am. I seem to be part slave and part sub. I am looking for someone who will be my friend, want to know about me, tell me about them. Understand I was diagnosed with PTSD (post traumatic stress disorder). I have vastly improved and continue to be able to work through it.