36 years old, divorced, two kids. Big video gamer (nerd), love horror movies and scifi, not really social, very introverted. Social anxiety can get bad, so tend to be by myself alot. Been single and not sexually active in a few years. Working on getting over my ex so figured I'd start by talking and getting back into the mindset of bdsm. Past relationship was toxic and unhealthy but would do it again for love. I am short and chunky, long dark hair, eyes are blue, green, and gray (depends on my mood). Dress more tomboy and act more manly then most girls. I got my life together and own my own stuff, never been given a single thing in life. I'm a master butcher and fishing rod maker. So self made and proud of it, and work hard and alot. 😉 Sucker for love and punishment, lol. Willing to try anything once, not sure what my list of definite dos and don'ts are. I'd like to say I am flexible and fluid on gender. I would like to know myself more and what I like and build up my confidence. Sadly my self esteem isn't the best but I'm always working on myself to be a better me. Thanks for reading, may the *** be with yall!

36 years old, divorced, two kids. Big video gamer (nerd), love horror movies and scifi, not really social, very introverted. Social anxiety can get bad, so tend to be by myself alot. Been single and not sexually active in a few years. Working on getting over my ex so figured I'd start by talking and getting back into the mindset of bdsm. Past relationship was toxic and unhealthy but would do it again for love. I am short and chunky, long dark hair, eyes are blue, green, and gray (depends on my mood). Dress more tomboy and act more manly then most girls. I got my life together and own my own stuff, never been given a single thing in life. I'm a master butcher and fishing rod maker. So self made and proud of it, and work hard and alot. 😉 Sucker for love and punishment, lol. Willing to try anything once, not sure what my list of definite dos and don'ts are. I'd like to say I am flexible and fluid on gender. I would like to know myself more and what I like and build up my confidence. Sadly my self esteem isn't the best but I'm always working on myself to be a better me. Thanks for reading, may the *** be with yall!