I don’t know how to deal with my need to properly submit.. not in a way that’s just pretending. But really, truly, hanging onto your every word, crying if I do something wrong in the *** of loosing you due to my mistake, submitting because if I don’t you’ll just loose interest, or because it will affect my social standing to not obey. ***ing to be hurt and yet relishing at the ecstasy of watching your eyes and smile as they hurt me, because it is *fun* for you. Wanting to be reduced to a point that even speaking is a luxury, and all expressions of thought are denied or reinterpreted, like I’m nothing but a pet who can’t hold a conscious thought to begin with. Being humiliated for my stupidity and mistakes, confronted with disappointment if I can’t keep up mentally.
I can’t deny that this is what I want, even as I am too scared.
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I had some issues with support here, but I’m back. Please message me again if we had a nice conversation :)
I’m looking to recruit Doms aka “Superiors” to a moderate protocol Discord community I’m in for combined Misogyny & Petplay.
I like
- Misogyny Kink
- Petplay
- *** Play
- Masks
- Extreme Kinks
- Musicians/Creatives
- All things Divinity
- Purification & Corruption
- Psychological Play, Mindgames
I don’t know how to deal with my need to properly submit.. not in a way that’s just pretending. But really, truly, hanging onto your every word, crying if I do something wrong in the *** of loosing you due to my mistake, submitting because if I don’t you’ll just loose interest, or because it will affect my social standing to not obey. ***ing to be hurt and yet relishing at the ecstasy of watching your eyes and smile as they hurt me, because it is *fun* for you. Wanting to be reduced to a point that even speaking is a luxury, and all expressions of thought are denied or reinterpreted, like I’m nothing but a pet who can’t hold a conscious thought to begin with. Being humiliated for my stupidity and mistakes, confronted with disappointment if I can’t keep up mentally.
I can’t deny that this is what I want, even as I am too scared.
—————
I had some issues with support here, but I’m back. Please message me again if we had a nice conversation :)
I’m looking to recruit Doms aka “Superiors” to a moderate protocol Discord community I’m in for combined Misogyny & Petplay.
I like
- Misogyny Kink
- Petplay
- *** Play
- Masks
- Extreme Kinks
- Musicians/Creatives
- All things Divinity
- Purification & Corruption
- Psychological Play, Mindgames
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