You will start putting your feelings into perspective.... it’s executable to have unexplainable feelings for a person that you have to wholly trust. Rather than analyze it, enjoy the journey. Keep a journal, write down your thoughts and feelings it really helps. But also focus on you and your Read more… interests and other people you love. It’s no ordinary relationship Lola xxx

Yes... don’t feel guilty ever. I felt the same but it’s totally freeing and should embraced because it’s how you are. Being submissive is a different feeling because ... the person domming you you should trust with your soul. They will know what your limits are and slowly nurture you. I’m a control Read more… freak in my everyday life and submitting to a dom is liberating and sexy as fuck because you give yourself to them. Child abuse was your past ... you have choices now that should empower you .... Lola xxx