Absolutely this .... I visit his home ... all is totally separate from my own life .. I'm not emotionally attached at all... probably slightly physically attached as there is a chemistry for me ....
I do feel it's made a bigger gap in my but I couldn't stay vanilla forever x

Thanks essexsub4dom yeah he is very experienced and has more meets planned where as I'm straight back to normality for me... definitely the reassurance is needed ... x

Thanks all yes the primal empress does an amazing piece on sub/dom drop. Im in the hormone industry so I get it I just wish it wasn't so intense and I wish it didn't last as long.
Occasionally he will chat a few days later if we can but equally I don't want him to interpret my feelings as Read more… attachment or blurring of lines, I am quite aware it is just a physiological and hormonal response. As out meets have intensified I definitely feel and am getting a real love for subspace.

Thank you I am spending more time doing fitness than ever so that must be a help. I think its the return to Mum/Wife that hits hard. The Dom I play with is single and often has other meets set up which is absolutely fine and its hot and I enjoy the discussion and dynamic loads but there's not a Read more… natural transition for me.
Thanks so much for the reassurance and reply. I will work on more coping strategies!