The Second Night with My Master - Ex Sub's Memoir

[SirMasterDaddy-Dom]

This time we had planned the Friday night, so knowing what I was wearing and my make planned all for me was good. The drive there was still slightly nervous but more so as it was my first sleep over and not know how that would go. Knowing that I snore quiet often worried me a lot and also the parking played on my mind too.

Once I was there and managed to park ok, it went more from worry to excitement looking forward to what Sir had planned and the night a head, slight worry was the punishment but I kept pushing it in to the back of my mind.

When inside we had a little vodka and coke which was good for the nerves. He looked amazing as always, big dark eyes that you can just drift off in too.

Waiting for his command for my next move it was not long before I was over by the door and told to strip. Removing my dress, I felt nervous to know if he would be pleased with my outfit and also a small part of me was unsure if I had even put the bra and suspenders on correctly. Nothing was mentioned and as sir came over to me and held me against the door my knees went week, I want to touch you and grab you. I am starting to think that being tied to the door is one of my favorite places to be although I don’t think I could be there forever as my arms would soon give in. The blind fold goes on, worrying about my eye lashes was a *** but they seem to have survived ok. Then.... “what’s the first rule” said sir... my mind is blank, completely unprepared, I did not know, so then came some punishment (or so I thought) “the first rule is my wish is your command”, ok got it! So, then a sigh of relief until... “what’s the second rule?”. Oh crap! I didn’t know rule one let alone rule two, how many am I going to be asked!? “What is my name” yes, I know this one, I said softly “it’s sir” a sigh of relief when through me “who’s sir am I?”. My sir! This is fucking sexy! I am yours! until we went to question 3, again I did not know this. So, I had to be corrected again, I wasn’t sure on punishment but I know from reading that it’s an important part of the training.

The whip went round my neck, this was very scary but arousing I would say a small part of me inside liked that but my sensible mind did not however an important part it to completely trust my master which I kept telling myself I must and I did. The clit running for me was amazing. This time I was introduced to combination orgasms. How you stimulate my clit, gspot, and other spots which I didn't even knew existed is beyond me. Maybe because you are a Master lol. My whole body shook, I would have loved a gag in mouth to hold my screams, but I couldn't help it, I felt like I was flying and being hit by wave after wave of pleasure. I just kneeled down, trying to not pass out from pleasure, and then you held me, caressing my hair, soothing my skin. It was lovely. I felt so special.  

Then, over to the bed and in the humble position, I think this is one of my favorite positions as your almost like a child (I think you may be right on the daddy thing) and sir starts to tie my wrists up, I like this a lot, then the rope goes through to my ankles. Slightly nerving as I can no longer move. I can then feel the lube on my ass, what’s going on now, slowly a butt plug is inserted. Something I have never done, strange yet arousing although it kept coming out so then we move up to a larger size. It did hurt a little but not much and once the *** had passed it was a very erotic feeling. Constantly wondering when sir was going to fuck me in the ass or if he even would.

There was also a multitude of whipping and spanking, some I enjoyed and others I didn’t, the hand was good, the paddle was ok but at one point in the same area of my ass really did hurt and I wanted to scream yellow but I refrained. I was surprised how quickly the *** passed and I can see how sexy the red marks on my ass looked!

Hair pulling, I love! For me that is a massive power trip and loss of control! Being told to look at myself in the mirror was so erotic with you behind me. I would have felt shy, embarrassed as I am not very secure in my body but I did as you commanded and it made me feel sexy and so confident. It's unbelievable. Watching you fuck me though is completely a different story, the harder the better! And watching myself rocking back and forwards on your cock feeling it go in and out and pleasing you, was a pleasure. The same pleasure as sucking your cock.

After being untied for a little while and wearing your coat and trousers was sexy, I think if the red spotting was still not there then we would have definitely fucked in the hallway or the lift cupboard!

Next sir made me my own bra, I loved this. I know it served a purpose for pulling but was also like a gift in a way I can’t explain. I felt like you had made something just for me (deep down I know it’s probably not the case but I don’t want to ruin the idea) it looked sexy too. I think after this point is when my memory becomes fuzzy as it was very late by now and I had not realized how long we had been going for. It was amazing how time flies when you’re having fun.

I do though remember being re tided up, wrists and ankles and moving around the bed and the gag! That I was not so sure on, I think only as it may be too big for my mouth, a smaller one would have been better and that I would have enjoyed more but I can definitely see the appeal and it did certainly shut me up, well at least I think it did

The hood, was strange, I would definitely wear that again but maybe, if possible, with the other mask under it to protect my eyelashes. It was tight and one point and yet I was able to breathe. The face slapping which hadn’t gone unnoticed was an arousing yet strange feeling. The tiger inside me wanted to slap back! So, it was a mixed feeling, like a child being told off, to anger and frustration that you can’t smack back but also the loss of that ability was sexy.

Strangling, this at times was intense. Sometimes was so hard that I did worry if I would have bruising and at one point with the holding of my nose while you looked me straight in the eyes was sexy and scary. I knew you had complete control over me and I was at your mercy. Which is where I love to be. Your control is my pleasure.

Sucking your cock and understanding when you tell me I can but if you wave it in my face and I want it then I need to ask is still something I need to remember and take care to get right but I will learn. I love to suck your cock and want to practice more on the ability to take you all in my mouth. Another area to continue practicing. I love when I gag on your cock and it makes me think of the videos when the women gag although that out of everything was my biggest war wound, I took Home as my throat hurt all Saturday from trying. It doesn’t put me off in the slightest though! I want to please you as much as you, please me.

Then I was tied and left. But after being left I think I may have drifted off to sleep as by then exhaustion has completely kicked in. I heard you come back; I could hear you moving around. Something was happening but unable to know what was worrying but then you untied me and I knew I was ok.

Sleeping was light as I just kept worrying about the car and thinking it was only a few hours till I need to pay for parking.

Laying together and sideways fucking was good, this is one of my favorite positions especially when you’re tired and having you cum inside me really turns me on as it means you have been pleasured. I just want to make you cum all the time!

After some brief sleeping, I tried to fulfil my part of the contract by slowly sucking you off gently but I think at this point more sleep was needed but I was not sure if I should leave when my car parking ran out or if I should move the car and stay longer. Maybe some point I need to look better at the parking as I noticed when I was leaving there are adverts for parking but I was not able to see the times for this place or how it works but if it releases the worry then it’s worth it.

After moving the car, I come back and after some water and spanking, I am then tied up again, this time to the bed harness. Another one of my favorite places. Then the dreaded vibrator! I love it but I hate it! It makes me want to come, after already having one episode of asking to come and then losing it, trying to find the time to ask but not cum is hard especially if you say “no kitty” how I control that I need to still work out but I will!

After we had finished, going for coffee was a real treat. I know I may have seemed uncomfortable but I really did enjoy that. Sometimes I perceive a real social awkwardness which is right but it was nice to be out with you Sir and I am very grateful for the latte and the offer of a bite of your cake. I think the hardest thing would have been if I did meet someone from work. My office is a nightmare for gossip and tales and having to explain would have been hard for me with my inability to lie. Watching the girl hula hoop with you was nice and just being in your presence is something I am becoming very fond of.

Taking you back almost felt like a sad moment, soppy I know and probably not something I should say or think about but as much as I am happy being your sub, finding out about you and your thoughts and background is just as important. I have this want to care for you and make your worries and stresses go. It’s something I have not really ever felt like before for anyone in a long time but I get the sense that you go very deep (not only in the bedroom) which is why I just want to know more about you and understand you.