Welcome to my corner ? I am 5ft 6. Size 18 clothing UK, feet 41. Yep, I am no lie, so don't expect me to be shorter, thinner or younger lol, or buy me size 38 shoes, ha, like me for me. I am zaftig :-) I am not a 10 by far, nor do I expect you to be, and I like me. I don’t send pics or videos. Like me or don’t. Meh. Yes why am I single?? Standards. Add to my life.
I am a professional, a mother and human with the demi submissive cuckquean under pinning all of those. I am busy. I am NOT as confident as I seem, however I do have self esteem and self belief. I have a very active professional profile on FetLife too as TheKinkShrink, you can follow me there :-) I dislike Debbie, prefer Deb, Debs, Deborah.
I am not here to chat or make friends as such. Apologies if that offends and no point reaching out for a chat. Bad approaches are fodder to share anonymously as my professional persona on FetLife, 'TheKinkShrink' so be warned.
I have had a lot of good and bad experiences and learnt a lot over 41 years in kink, I am always open to learning more. However, the likelihood of me finding someone is low and I am happy as me and you'd have to add to my life as I will yours ? Please be age appropriate, 8yrs either side tops!
As I said, I am a demi submissive cuckquean. That means I am monogamish, emotionally and sometimes may join in with the others he plays and sleeps with, and maybe have no connection, tis a spectrum and his choice. However if we are monogamous I like comparison and that can be done with stories, not meeting others. Connection is what matters, the ability to communicate, I will not tolerate lies, manipulation etc. A second chance is rare, that'll depend on how you handle it, a third doesn't exist. I need to feel cared for, respected and at times a little aware of the power exchange, this is a great mix for me. I do not and will never want a sub, please stop trying to convert me.
I am caring, ? loving, loyal, affectionate, submissive, naturally servile, smart and funny, there as a sounding board. I am also his worthless whore, a cum dump, worthy of humiliation and to hear how much he enjoys his others (IF he wants any, as just us is good too). I am more of an emotional masochist than physical nowadays and wonder if I have faded into vanilla. I hate dressing up of all kinds and heels. Really isn’t me and that won’t change. Not interested in public, outdoors, illegal, non consensual or involving people that don’t consent! it’s between us. I will not do anything that puts me on the sex offenders register or that will lose me my work.
Yes I have had chemo and that has impacted me physically around right breast play (lumpectomy) anal (rarely an option) and right side, so also no smokers. Hate biting and pinching too! No more choking out either and I welcome impact thuds n hurts. I know, demanding eh?
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Him
He will have control, slowly over time as trust and care develop. He will have my back, is my strength and my wise one to go to and share with. He will make me smile and I am content. He will lead me spiritually, intellectually and emotionally as I am his. He sees the girl who wants love, respect, support, tenderness, compassion and care and also the worthless whore who needs using, humiliating and respects the woman I am, as I respect the man he is. He is emotionally intelligent and can step up to be with me. Romance x I offer all I want too x
Yachad in Hebrew, means together. When used for two people, it signifies their action of becoming one, not a static or passive unity. Control and manipulation are not dominance, it is a mutual and reciprocal dance. This is fundamental to me I choose to follow his lead in this dance.
He will be a natural leader, my mate, partner, soul mate, confidante, Sir, Daddy, Master, Top, King, Liege. He is also vulnerable, present, caring and can lean on me too. He is experienced in life and closer to my age and reflective, emotionally articulate. I offer what I want too, to you, for you.
Emotionally I am very stable and offer equality?
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If you want to know more about me:
I am rare in my personality type in that I am an INFJ, this is me: https://www.16personalities.com/infj-personality
People use words like articulate, wise, caring, intelligent ?, however that's relative so make your own mind up. I want to think I am self reflective and emotionally literate but I screw that up at times. I am an ambivert, I prefer home, family, a film and a musical.
Life is great, precious and worked for ? and I reciprocate what is given, I tend to respond and follow vs lead. My sex and play drive are reactive.
I am not keen on being bitten, so not so primal. Pinching nope too. If you hate women move on.
I love the sea, holidays in the sun, to read (real books), theatre, OMG a musical, science fantasy, la prairie skin caviar face cream, a mulberry bag lol, films, singing, singing well, I'll have you know, my 3 dogs and two cats, to cook for and look after others and so importantly, family ?
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Stroking my face is as important as slapping it
Holding me is as important as holding me down
Protecting me is as important as endangering me
Bruising my heart is as important as bruising my body
Respecting me is as important as humiliating me
Spoiling me is as important as ruining me
Loving me is as important as fucking her (or the fantasy)
Caring for me is as important as humiliating me
Saying I love you is as important as calling me a whore
Looking after me is as important as using me
Holding my hand is as important as grabbing me
Kissing me is as important as brutally fucking me
Valuing me is as important as devaluing me
Respecting my rights is as important as respecting them
My mind is as important as my body
My emotions are as important as your disdain
Asking about me is as important as telling me about you
The psychological is as important as the physical (if not more)
He knows these things and attempts to get them right (eventually)
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With love and respect ?
