I am way to new in this life style to go in public. I xan only talk on here because I can not see anyone. He has been in this life style for years. I just got comfortable wearing my collar in public. He is amazing and so understanding I still feel disconnected though. Like I am not what he wants or Read more… enough because he wants a dungeon or a unicorn. I wish I could just leap in head first.
I do feel like I will lose him as my top and it is hoth sexual and mind problem for me. I am comfotable with light things. I can not see taking Daddys power or topping him. It does not feel right or comfortable. I want to fulfill his need, I just do not know how.