BDSM/Fetish Family in Vallejo

I want someone who can mean it when they say that they care about me. I want someone who will trust me and let me trust them in return. I want a friend a partner someone who knows how to handle me and handle my quirky nature and my stupid ticks. I want someone I don't have to hide who I am in front of them whos me fascinated by how I act and how I think and see the world. I'm on the spectrum so I have absolutely no filter as well as being able to read people very accurately. I just want someone who see me and want to be around me and doesn't shut me down every other minute or break me down just to build them self up. Narcissists no thanks. All I want is kindness. I'm such a gentle person so I can't understand why so many people enjoy hurting me and taking advantage of my trusting nature. Hopefully someone sees this and understands what I'm trying to say but if I'm honest I'm not very hopeful. Try and make me believe in people and in love again please 🥺

I'm not very experienced but I'll try anything for you. I just want little treats from time to time.