Male (45) Single
Searching for the girl who is searching for me
I have spent most of my life traveling and working overseas. That is as much information as I will give until I know I can trust the person asking.
I was married for six years but spent less than three months together after saying our vows. I loved her but she couldn't just be with me. We separated two months after getting married. I could never bring myself to file for divorce. She ended up an addict and loved the more than she did me. She died a few years ago from a MRSA infection she contracted while hospitalized after an overdose.
I left the US shortly after she left me and built a life for myself, if a loanly one. I have never found someone else though I did try.
I have lived a life stranger than fiction. I have seen and done more than most people dream of. I have survived things most people would difficult to evem imagine. You know what they say about scars. Each one is badge badge of honor and a drunken tale.
I want to find a girl who can accept me for who I am. There is a native American creation myth that explains who I am still searching for. I want to find my Naieshtae my split apart. I am still searching for the other half of my soul. The piece of me torn away the moment my soul was born. I know she is out there somewhere searching for me just as I do for her. I will know her because she will, at the risk of sounding cliché, complete me.
A good friend found his soul mate here so, at their urging, I figured I would give the whole online thing a go.
I guess at this point I should give at least bit of information about my personal proclivities. I have an oral fixation/fetish that borders on obsession. I will go down on the girl I am with any time, anywhere she desires. I love making my girl squirt because nothing in the world tastes better. I will drink from her any time, any where, any amount and I am always thirsty.
Moving on. I have always wanted to try something but I have never met someone interested. I want to find a girl that is willing to make me her bend over boyfriend. I have never had the chance and it interests me. The thought of a girl, I think it is called, pegging me is a real turn on. I don't know if I would like it or not but I want to find a girl that will accept me, kinks and all.
I think I will stop here for the time being and see where this goes.
Cheers
