Looking for fun in person only. Men only (30-55yrs old)- younger than 30= not enough experience to play with me. All contact with those under 30yrs old will just be ignore/deleted. Don't have to be single, but no married men.
Sleepy fun (via chemical restraint), breath play (suffocation & choking/strangulation -no noose or water play), with some dark necro role play on occ. I love being a lifeless fuck puppet. Love seeing video of my play partner enjoying my lifeless body/holes and suffocating me while completely gone. Need a Daddy who loves watching the light go out & I happily take what daddy gives me to put the lights out for as long as he wants :) I am fixed, fill me up. No marks left, not into sadism, not interested in being slapped around, spit on, beat/impact play ect.. treated like garbage. Find a slave for that crap. All consenting & supportive fun while daddy gently pushes me to overdose & slowly suffocate into oblivion to make daddy happy.
One on one play, locally, only. I will not host.
Dom/Top/Daddy's only...no switches (100% serious about this- switch/sub/cuck men are 100% a turn off for me) /subs/bottoms.
Not looking for love or monogamy. I am best utilized for my niche purpose, not interested in much else. I have zero interest in sex awake. Bipolar & Autistic with a bit of a death wish. Not asking anyone to do anything permanent, but I like the mind fuck. Yes, I am serious.
Not really a sub/slave...more of a super specific kinky bottom. Been described as more of a sigma female who has the capacity for utter submission in a very specific way..lol
Been playing this way for over 20 years. I have been very fortunate to play with some very creative and committed kinksters over the years to the point that I have pretty much tried everything I ever wanted and way more. I am not looking for training or ownership of any sort. I am not looking for a serious relationship beyond the bedroom connection. I can't promise much more of myself, so I won't expect you to either. I know what I like and who I am by this point. In addition, I know what I don't like or don't need sexually speaking & not afraid to cut to the chase and be blunt/pragmatic ect.. Time is short in life..let's stop wasting each others time and get to the fun.
I do not require monogamy, however, I do aim to find just one play partner to play with regularly if things go well, prefer one partner personally at a time, no more. I only ask that I never meet or hear about other partners beyond knowing they exist for transparency, nothing more. Why lie, no need to.
I enjoy being strangled by hand & soft ligatures (that won't leave marks), I enjoy plastic bagging quite a bit while heavily impaired. I don't enjoy the panic aspect of smothering, but I do enjoy the torturously slow suffocation of a large bag overhead. Love asphyxiating well beyond passing out. Love seeing my lips turn blue. If you are familiar with CocoaSoft style of bagging, would love to try it while sleepy ;). I enjoy immobilization and mummification as well. Sleep sacks, vac beds, body bags and such are always fun. Enjoy latex/rubber, sadly, way too expensive of a fetish for me personally speaking..lol Being made into a latex fuck doll/gimp for sleepy/asphyxia is something I would LOVE to try one day. Definitely enjoy being a mindless fuck doll & all holes are open for fun once comatose! Clean & fixed (full hysterectomy) so Daddy can enjoy filling his doll up ;)
I like the idea of being brainwashed (not really brain washing if you already want it- but you get it..) with dark thoughts/desires while all loopy and asphyxiating. I enjoy some taboo and dark kinks, yes, but I approach them from a sensual & consenting head space. It's never about ***, just acceptance and fun.
