BDSM Dating in Chillicothe

Been a rough aweek. I am so very exhausted from grieving. I feel like I am eternally stuck in a groundhog day reality. Every time I think I get over loss I loose another precious friend.
I think I can start ascending and laugh again without guilt and my heart seaze again. Being into a more committed M/s permanent type of relationship I refuse to settle. Has any other slaves out there managed to recover and find another Master who knows what they are about, in reality?