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Who I am: I’m a trans woman who has strange quirks. I am not sexually attracted to anyone, yet I enjoy sex. Specifically, I enjoy it when people use me to satisfy their own desires, and actively dislike it when people worry about my sexual experience. You could say I enjoy it specifically where I’m someone’s slave whose job it is to satisfy sexual desires. I also find that and excitement are basically the same thing in my mind, so if I act scared I might actually be excited for what you have planned.

What I’m looking for: I’m looking for someone who can be rough one moment, and gentle the next. Specifically, I want someone who s me out of my comfort zone and treats me like I’m nothing more than a toy, yet afterwards is able to cuddle and enjoy some aftercare. Having a safeword would be good, and if I don’t use it, assume that you can continue or even get rougher if you want. Treat me however you want really.

Kinks and interests: I have a variety of things that turn me on, as well as things I’m eager to try.
TPE: I love it when I have little to no control over a situation, leaving me both scared and incredibly excited.
Bondage: While I have no experience with this, I feel being d to be unable to move or cover myself would expound my feelings of and excitement.
Chastity: My sexual experience is none of your concern, maybe to a point where you actively prevent me from gratifying myself.
Sounding: Treating the equipment I was born with as another hole gives me a strange form of gender euphoria, as well as something that I simply enjoy.
Free Use: Part of me being your toy is that you can use me wherever you want, whenever you want. I may have some boundaries on this, but we’ll discuss that at a later time.
Exhibitionism: The of getting caught in a public area or out in the open generally increases my excitement exponentially.
: This is something I’d like to experiment with. I’m not used to being humiliated, but would like to see how I react to it in a sexual setting.
Pet-Play: Another thing I have little to no experience with. All I know is I enjoy having my hair played with, or really any contact with my head, and want to try out the whole pet/master dynamic.
Deep-Throating: The feeling of choking on a rod is just exquisite.
Just about anything else that isn’t involved with my limits: I’m still new to the BDSM scene, and am wanting to further my understanding of myself!

Limits: These are things that turn me off or straight up gross me out.
Mouth being in another mouth: Whether it be kissing or spitting into my mouth, I have never enjoyed having someone else’s saliva in my mouth, and just find it unsanitary. And yes, this is coming from someone who likes genitals in her mouth.
Anything that belongs in the toilet: I do not find any human waste to be even slightly enjoyable.
Extreme : If I end up bleeding a lot, it’s gone too far. A small amount of is ok, but anymore or any other severe means it has gone way too far.
Poor Hygiene: I want to on a rod, not your scent.

Extra information: In case you couldn’t tell by my writing mannerisms, I have been diagnosed with ASD (Autism Spectrum Disorder). Hopefully it won’t change how you view me, but I felt an explanation was needed for why I wrote what I wrote in the way I wrote it. Also, I take an assortment of medicine every day to fight off depression, meaning I’m not too keen on *** or alcohol. I’m okay with enjoying it occasionally, just don’t want it to react negatively with my medicine. Finally, I am demiromantic, meaning I develop romantic attraction only after spending a significant amount of time around someone. If we end up seeing each other a lot, there is a chance I might become romantically interested in you.

Final Statement: I'm still new to this, and may be slow with a reply, whether it be to nerves or life stuff. Also, I tend to give responses similar to the effort of messages I receive, just in case you're curious as to why I reply with a short message.

PS: I should mention that I may not always be free, given where I am in life. While what I want sexually is nothing short of complete domination, this does come into conflict with the fact that I like having the freedom to do non-sexual things when I want.