BDSM Dating in Bristol

I met a girl years ago that has an Invisible Touch..even though she took some advantages of me I cannot deny my attraction to her..FF to this week we hung out and was the same situation except the attraction has tripled in power along with a feeling of connexion..so much so we planned a Kinky Date..I was never so excited in my life..until she didn't show..now, I'm devastated and depressed..are there any honorable genuinely kinky oriented women that exist?