BDSM Commodore

Hi everyone! I'm on a search to find a woman who can be a mommy dom. I want to be scolded and spanked when I misbehave. But then after the punishment, engage in hugs and other affections. I really just need someone who can help me become a better person through love and care.

I get lots of attention from men and trans girls, but I want very badly to be with cis women (or afab non binary). I'm recently divorced from one and am pretty convinced at this point that no cis women are into my situation. Please change my mind.