Learning to believe in self again

[Ch****]

Currently recovering from an 8 year depression, and I’d say start with the little things - e.g. if you like your hair a certain way, do it like that every day. Create little rituals for yourself that you value, this makes things more comfortable even if it’s just a little bit ! It’s a good place to start anyways - hope it gets better :)

[pa****]

I think you can have all the boundaries and red flags lists in the world but people can act like anything until you are in a play space with them. This is not your fault.

I know as a submissive I'm *** but I need to be *** to a certain extent to play.

I find it really important to spend time processing. What happened? How did I feel about it? Why do I think they acted that way? How does my little feel about it compared to my adult self? Are there patterns?

For example I have a history of choosing men who want a sub but also want that sub to look after them. I don't want to do that anymore. It's freeing to see the patterns and understand why they happen.

I have a history of *** as a child which made me very strong and I over achieve. So men choose me who want me to look after them so they can coast and I drown in responsibility.

Now I know this I can make better decisions and I see people more clearly. For example Dom's who want to tell me all their health problems and all about their kids when they barely know me are probably looking for someone to look after them.

I can do better.

The more experience you have the more data your brain has to correlate into analysis of patterns which enables you to see more clearly.

But it's not your fault. Take some time to do things you enjoy. One day you will feel like trusting again but take it real slow. The right person won't mind. Take notice of the universe and try to accept things, for example a job loss might lead to a way better job, so while scary at the time can lead to better things.

I have a dog and I like to take her for walks in the wetlands. It makes me so happy and I can be my real self. What are some things you could do that make you happy and make you feel like you can be totally you?


What parts of you need to be seen? Are you a hippy or a little or whatever? The right people should be able to see you.

Good luck soldier. You are strong. That's obvious because you are trying to heal and grow. Loads of people don't do that and their minds get all twisted. You will be okay

[ge****]

Every morning look on the mirror and praise and comment something positive to yourself and do something positive on a daily basis like nails done fix hair or whatever that makes you happy and smile to yourself and keep negative people out of your life friends need to be positive and say nice things towards you on daily basis and if you ever wanna just chat about normal things a lot of us are here for that with no judgmental atmosphere ! Have a blessed beautiful day and shine with that smile

[Ru****]

So far this is my favorite part of this app. I've been out of pretty tough relationships . Where my partner had an undiagnosed personality disorder and depression. And all that other stuff that pretty much end up hurting him, me , his family. I have days where I don't want to look at myself in the mirror and I think that I don't deserve to make connections with anyone. I am literally scared to try to connect, I assume they will reject me. But Ive been trying to find things that my ex partner use to criticize and I say out loud. I'm doing this because it makes me( insert emotion) and I remind myself that some things were coping mechanisms and other things were actual activities that I used to enjoy and that my ex partner took the joy out of. I just wanted to share a little about myself I hope that you know that you're amazing you know that you deserve peace and love and joy and all those positive things that we all sometimes forget that we are

[un****]

The quickest and most rewarding way to heal/ whatever you want to call it is burn the boats the bridges the shelters go into the wilderness just you and God

[Ba****]

7 hours ago, untoldhunter said:

The quickest and most rewarding way to heal/ whatever you want to call it is burn the boats the bridges the shelters go into the wilderness just you and God

Right, why limit yourself to being destructive when you can be pollution as well, great
Whether you are a religious person or not, you should understand that if god tells you things you didn’t already “believe” then you have a problem that needs professional attention and most people who go into the actual wilderness alone are not going to need it for long