My name is Magan, not really new to the site but coming back. I’ve been in the life style over 10 years. It’s a lifestyle I take pretty seriously. I’m a submissive and I’m always willing to continually educate myself on my role an responsibilities. So that I can be the best at my role, an be the Read more… best version of myself. It has been an incredible experience and difficult journey. I’m always open share my experiences, feelings, and perspective. Read my profile don’t be shy you can ask me anything.
I personally would rather watch two men than two women. Two women together is boring. I much more prefer WWM than anything else. Plus I don’t like how who moan they all sound fake an not genuine. It just seems their mainly focus is doing things for the camera ( all those obnoxious faces they make Read more… to the camera ). Watching to men they’re not all about the camera their are in the moment, their focused on each other. Everyone looks like they’re enjoying themselves like they’re having fun. I don’t think I’ve ever heard a man faking his moans. But I love hearing to men moan it’s not something I hear often in straight porn. For my penetration is a masculine thing and getting penetrated is feminine. To watch a masculine man being penetrated by another masculine man….i dont know it does something to me. Growing up with generational teaching and the fear mongers that follow them, being bad or wrong. Makes that rush even greater, what I’m watching is wrong. I’m going against the norm, it’s TABOO…….💦💦. I don’t know dose it for me I love eating p*ssy I love admiring beautiful women. But i would rather spend my time watching two men.
I have a real problem with the term FWB. No one has been willing to put any effort into the main word “friends”. A the benefit aspect it based on convenience. There’s no quality time spent, there is little to no connection or intimacy. I don’t feel valued, I don’t feel I’m a priority, I’m not Read more… getting back what I’m putting in. Subconsciously I people please ie: giving someone priority like answering messages, sending pictures and videos upon request, being available or making availability for people. I take more consideration for others because that’s who I am. I never want to hurt anyone or put anyone through similar situations I’ve been through. FWB for me has a NSA concept it lacks depth, emotions, connection. I have much more value to be convent moment of release. There’s a real lack of communication, honesty, and respect in the FWB dynamic.
I’m not necessarily a jealous person. If there’s something I’m not getting enough of I usually voice it out. I don’t like having people dictate my relationship with someone else. I am a poly anarchist which means I have no hierarchy. No one relationship holds more power or importance than another. Read more… I would never tell my partner they can’t do or see someone. Unless I feel it’s a safety concern, then boundaries need to be set. To keep not only us but other relationships safe. I seek out secure attachment figures. I feel no person can for fill my every wants, needs, and desires and vise versa. My partners are free to find others relationships with others who can give them what I can’t and vise versa. People are free to come into my life effortlessly and leave the same way. I have no use for jealousy because I’m secure in my own skin. I don’t own anyone an people are allowed to change their mind. We tend to outgrow each other an that’s ok. Rejection is never easy if a relationship doesn’t align with certain goals or I’m not getting my needs and wants met. If I’m not being valued or heard, or it’s a one sided situation. I’ll leave no one is perfect not every relationship is for me an im ok with that. At the end of the day I love an value myself. If someone is for my they’ll show it. An those are the relationships that I focus on.
