Ok, I know I'm supposed to make myself look good here, but I think honesty is the best thing for me right now. I've spent most of my life living with a very conservative and oppressive family that made me feel like nothing. Several years ago I moved away, found new friends, and started getting comfortable with who I really was. Now I think I'm finally ready to start exploring the feelings and desires I spent years repressing. I'm a virgin (because conservative values and I didn't feel comfortable with myself before now) but I know that I feel best when someone else is in control, it calms my anxiety. I'm attracted to females/males/Transgender people, it has more to do with personality then gender, though bigger, muscular, masculine people make me uneasy (family baggage once again.) I'm looking for someone or someones willing to help me explore myself.

Desires and Fantasies
Not really sure.