I don't have much longer to live to be real I'm serious.

maybe 5 years if lucky.

it's hard to describe the type of person I am and just like a few words or what I intend to mean to somebody in a relationship.

the person I was involved with for 16 years recently passed away. something that I noticed at the funeral I'm kind of told me the person I was to her. you're

I didn't know a lot of the people she worked with and there were a ton of people at the funeral. but her entire office of women that she worked with and a lot of other people looked over my way many times during the funeral because they knew who I was cuz I lived with her for so long.

even though I never met them other than in passing or making food for my ex's pot luck.

given the fact of my life experiences and what I've been through things I've seen in the time that I have left I only feel like real connections with people are the only thing that matters.

I'm just looking for a nice lady with the dirty mind to spend some time with while I got some time left, and to remind that being loved is one of the greatest things to ever feel

I also like some one with a nice throat and an ass to drain me daily. I am looking for someone who wants to be my little slut with a heart of gold.

Not interested in 3 somes or at the moment. Dealing with one personality is enough
*** and degrading stuff is not something I like at all. If that is your thing that is ok (still don't like purposely dreading someone).