I am a young male submissive looking for a loving relationship with a female dominant. I'm quite nerdy and also good with tools, I build a lot of things, I sew, weave chainmail, write science fiction, and am just very creative in general. 6' 1", 230 lbs, brown hair, blue/green eyes. I also have a very feminine side that I enjoy indulging in with the right people.

Desires and Fantasies
I do not like impact play or pain in general. I can grit my teeth and bear it if there is a special situation, but it is not something I am actively seeking. Instead, I am a very heavy bondage bunny. I am very flexible and love to be twisted, folded, and tied up as tight as you can manage, with rope, straps, ratchets, cuffs, anything you like. But also, bondage is my kink, it turns me on, and getting sexual gratification (but not specifically penetrative sex) is something I will want while I am tied up. Other things I will want in a relationship are feminization (non degrading), pegging and other anal toys, forced orgasms, and depending on the person, total power exchange. I am a submissive at heart and want to give myself up to someone, body and soul.

A specific fantasy I've had for a long time is being dressed up very femme, tied up so that I can't hardly move any part of my body, then forced to cum until it hurts and then one more time, via simple stroking, pegging, e-stim, or whatever else my top can think of. Something else I would be more than willing to work towards is to have all my orgasms from pegging or prostate massage.

Degradation, Blood play, Sharps, Nonconsensual, Orgasm denial