I am 48 years old I have been married three times divorced twice and widowed once. I have no biological children, but I do have a few whom I love and claim though I had nothing to do with their creation. I am a former Marine where I served as an EOD (explosive ordinance disposal) I enjoyed my time at least until my injury due to some faulty detonators gave me an unwanted flying lesson. I spent six weeks in a coma and woke up to a very broken body. I spent the next six months learning to walk again. I still have some residual issues from that time and I do walk with a cane due to a bad hip and a bad knee. I also had a few issues with seizures for a few years after and the medications I took to control that caused some issues with my teeth thus why you do not see me doing a mouthy smile. I am telling you this from the start to give you an easy out because one thing I hate more than someone feeling sorry for me is someone not being honest with me and I try and be honest with others as well. I am a Pagan lifelong yes this means I am not a Christian and no this does not mean I worship Satan. I am seeking a long-term relationship that will ultimately lead to marriage and happiness though I am not saying we will not have issues every couple fights from time to time what I am saying is that if we are open and honest and most of all always talk things out we can make anything work out in the end. I love to cook, reading and writing I am working on a set of short stories that I hope to put into an anthology e-book someday and a cookbook. I work as a Customer Service and Sales Agent For Sears. Now the only things I really hate is liars, cheaters and probably body hair on women. I have been a Master for over 25 years and want a full time 24/7 slave /submissive/pet Well if you have made it through to this point and still are interested I hope to hear from you and see what happens and where we might come. I am a Sadist by heart I will proudly state that and I am also a Master has been in this lifestyle for nearly 30 years now. Yes, that means I found my sexual calling very young. I love the giving of pain the dark pleasure that comes with fear and the pain of my slave. I long for the torments and the bloodlust but have not the full outlet that I wish I could. I am not looking for games and manipulation on either of our parts well not games that are not really fun. I am wanting to find someone that is open to having a real life experience and I am open to most everything. I am also open to people in any, parts of the United States and Canada.

Desires and Fantasies
Looking to find a submissive Slave to own again someone to mold and train.