I'm stepping away for awhile as need to focus on myself. Keep on loving and stay true to yourselves.
where do I begin, I don't even know as this is all new to me. what I do know is I'll never give my heart away again, or let feelings get in the way, as I'm the one that ends up hurt and feeling worthless.
I honestly don't know, but one thing is for sure...what you do in a toilet stays in the toilet not on me…… and sharp objects or scaring, already have enough scars on my body.
:1780421351,6713670, A loving Dom that will guide me gently with care. I crave the deep emotional connection as well as the physical.
Exactly that, I need the connection as well. Especially with my history....
That even if I want to let loose and live/enjoy the moment my PTSD might rear its head and the person judges me because of my past, and lack of sexual experience because of it.
I just started and I’m very curious excited and anxious as well, there is so much to discover. My brain just freezes when I come across terminologies and abbreviations and I go running to look it up🫣
Then you really need to put yourself first love. As it seems you’re putting all the effort into it, and she’s just taking you for a ride around the block.
I’m completely new to this all and even I think she is using you. You need to set the rules.
This is a good read and has helped me get a better idea into what I’m stepping into.Thank you