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Well...where do you ever begin on these things lol... I'm saphy, I'm pretty much the kinda girl who wears her heart on her sleeve, I'm quite well balanced, socially extroverted with an attuned empathetic nature.
I'm a slave, so naturally I'm pleasing to be around (it's my job lol), I'm completely loyal, I'm stubborn at times but always right and I have a little bit of a minx (please note..NOT brat!) inside of me.
I'm a lover not a fighter but I'm a Taurean too....which translates to i'm territorial and animalistic and a typical nature girl....so I will lock horns with the best if you threaten me or mine in any way, shape or form. I love fiercely but I protect with my life. So, if I do get smart mouthed with ya...chances are you've overstepped and deserve it ;)
But outside all of that...I love people, I love learning and I love my lifestyle! ✌?
Desires and fantasies...Hmmm...where to begin.
We all have a stronghold of fantasies and a treasure-trove of desires..but to whittle them down into what could be a reflection of reality? That's hard work. But here goes. Let's give it a bash.
I'm not by any means a 24/7 slave and nor am I interested in that dynamic but the concept of following rules that He's given, spending every moment of the day in His expectations and realising His every whim is something I find intriguing and irresistible. Personally, I don't see a lifestyle dynamic any differently than what a vanilla relationship/marriage should be...Yeah a few sprinkles here and there (ok, alot of sprinkles lol) but at the crux of it all, the connection and the respect, the trust given between the couple is what sets the foundations for what lies ahead. So that being said, I guess I desire a 'normal' relationship where I'm accepted for who I am, for my Sir to not think twice or raise an eyebrow when I kneel before Him, not because He's my Sir and it's protocol, but because He's everything I cherish and awe in a person and theres no other place I'd rather be.
My fantasies vary...theres experiences I've tried and enjoyed and would try again, which is fine in itself...but it's never the same experience you once had because you're not with that same person. We all react and thrive differently, so my fantasies I guess will never change in that regard but my experiences will.
My deepest, most thought consuming fantasy is to be outdoors, in nature and dressed in nothing but shibari...to be suspended on a frame and for the riggers art to be captivating an audience...to be blindfolded and sensory deprived, to be tantalised and teased by crops, floggers and cane and then to be used relentlessly suspended and debilitated. To feel complete in servitude, to feel myself drown in a melancholy of emotions...to be free of all that is for all that is given. To be slave. Utterly.
Oh wow!!!! Please believe that isn't at all the intention here MsJax....Jeez ~ I wouldn't be so demeaning nor condescending to even think of implying a task of any sort upon a respectable Dominant lol I think my head would roll! 😂 I'm not that nieve lol but of course, If that said Dominant finds Read more… the tool helpful in whichever manner they would then they're welcome to do so.
The other concept I had in mind when I posted this post, was that people (either Dominant or submissive) would complete their 'journeys' via the comments so that it would become an educational thread for those who haven't yet discovered the paths that afford them the answers they may be seeking.
I trust in Your criticisms and Your judgements and I'm grateful for either.
Thankyou for responding MsJax and as always, feedback is good to hear. However, Im not sure if I've picked up what you mean in the right manner....this is merely a 'tool'...i completed similar myself when I first came to the lifestyle and the answers I found when truly evaluating each question, Read more… were truly lengthy lol I font think of you used the 'tool' correctly, that you could answer any other way.
But in saying that, there's no right or wrong answers here....its purely to enable people (submissive or Dominant) the thought process in its for definitive form to aid their own growth moreso than just an ordinary 'task'.
I hope this clears up any misunderstandings there may have been and again, thank you for the time you spent acknowledging the post. I am in fact quite humbled. xx